Transience

“Sometimes you get what you love, sometimes you have to love what you get..but if you play nice in both!!!you always end up doing what you love.

I just got back from university. Enjoying the liberty of living in the calm country side kinda place I seldom see more than two people or two- three cars every time I walk out or into my house. This calm lake side, which has few villas( mostly made up of woods and sitting independently with a lawn) and populated by the people who have already seen the whole world and came here to live in peace and natural beauty.

The place which allows enough of pure distilled air to enter your lungs, making sure you feel the state of tranquillity. I clearly see how this place successfully running away from all the labyrinth of the contemporary world. I can see how my emotions (all of them) are gaining some tangible existence. This place which gave classification to all forms of feelings which were all messed up earlier.

Strolling in the living room sipping through coffee it just struck me... do I really like it or just flowing through the waves? I should be a normal being cribbing, questioning, dissatisfied and should be buying daily digest of “the grass is greener on the other side”. But I don’t feel anything of that sort!!!!

What happened to the idea that old man gave to me!!!! .......

“Go to the tough place but leave before it makes you hard, Go to the soft place but leave before it makes you soft.”
Maybe I just have cribbed a lot in the past or maybe I am loosing the flowing blood in me, or It is just that I have some hidden philosophy which is operating in my subconscious. Whatever it might be I am completely unaware of this!!!
I thought it is the time to find what it really is???? .....

Ummmmm...hmmmmm.......hmmmmmmm.......

Transience........yessssssssssss!!!!!

Transience it is.......

Transience is the answer to my question.....may be I have come to soak up the real meaning of this word lately. May be rather than following that old man’s idea I am giving much more value to being happy.

But the question is still there how transience applies to this thought.....
“Sometime you get what you love, sometimes you have to love what you get....but if you play nice in both you always end up doing what you love.”

Not departing from the transience......

Satisfaction is an unstable and futile thing; I see change as most constant and having tangible existence.

Set of bad emotions and feeling which appears so real to us sometimes cause most dissatisfaction and unhappiness. The truth is, it is not this presence of bad time that affects us!!! Deep down it is the feeling that it might never end.
We live in the constant fear of not being able to come out of this fucked period. It is more like a dream wherein you see yourself stuck in some scary island going through many horrible things and you just cannot see yourself surviving for long.

Any type of undesired period is just our mental creation it has no real existence....because the only fate any bad period has is...... it will change into some good cozy spring season of life.....This transience nature of life is the bless and probably now I am more sure and have rather more faith into my life than ever before.